What you think is what you are.

And I really need to change my thinking. But why don't I have any time to think for myself? Why? How is it that I get up, and the second I think, "Okay, I need to think," it's time for bed?

Everybody has plenty of time; it's just that we set different priorities. We exchange doing something for the sake of doing something else. I guess I've been doing other things in place of having me-time and thinking. Ughhhh... Sometime soon, sometime soon.