Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Self-criticism

Mom's right. I don't know how to obey. My temper is disgusting.

For someone so insecure I have such a big ego.

I can't just quietly admit my faults, I can't quietly follow what teachers or parents tell me. I have to yell back when someone yells at me. It's always been like this. Ever since first grade. It's like whenever I decide that I don't like this person who has authority over me, I become this uncontrollable brat. And I just make my life more miserable that way when other people who have kept their cool get by fine. This is a problem. I need to stop and fix this.

I'm scared.

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