I Should Show Mom

Today while procrastinating I came across a cool photo of myself.  Given my narcissistic tendencies, that is not very strange.  What is strange was how I got an urge to email that photo to Mom.  My mom never even used email (and I doubt that even if she were still alive, she would be using it).  And the frequency at which I have been having an urge to contact my mom then realizing I can't has been dropping quickly since her passing.

Strange as it might sound, it was really nice to have that experience for the first time in a while.  I take it as a sign that she is still alive in my heart and that my sub-conscience has not forgotten her presence.  I hope that, even if infrequent, I never stop having those moments.