For the first time this school year I feel like I procrastinated.  (-gasp- I know.  Unbelievable in many ways.)
And it's not a fun feeling.  I remember why I tried so hard to refrain in the first place.

Maybe I have to say bye-bye to spontaneity all over again.  Maybe we just aren't meant to be... :/  Sad.  Balance.  Balance is so hard to maintain establish.

Blech... freakin' research paper.  Glad this is the last lit class I have to take.....

After tomorrow and after next week is Thanksgiving, which I will spend writing my final speech....  And afterwards will be good.  Just finals.  Yes.  Just finals.  Finals are quick, maybe brutal, but quick.  Papers?  Ugh.

I promise think hope that obnoxious optimism will return in a couple of weeks.