Rant

WHY DO I SLEEP SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH?!?!?!

You'd think that after so much extra sleep, you'd go to bed late every night.  No!  I know it's midnight when my brain stops functioning properly!  I've been sleeping 9-10 hrs a night.  WHAT A WASTE

And in those last couple hours of sleep, I always have the weeeirdest nightmares.  It's amazing how I can't be creative to save my life when I need to, and for these dreams I'm this creative magician.

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The Thanksgiving stretch is always the worst... and this year it is the worst.  Back in high school, if I hadn't procrastinated, if I hadn't put stuff off like crazy and gone out less, I would not have had such stressful nights.  BUT WHAT ABOUT now, when all I've been doing is eating, sleeping (a tad too much), and working (as in, being "productive")?  The only way is to manage my time to the split second.  And I'm tired of it.  I'm so tired of counting and dividing the minutes of my life.

CANNOT freakin' wait til Thanksgiving break.  I will spend that one week definitely NOT counting down the minutes.

It's so sad that we have to (or at least, I have to) live for the breaks.  It's like you're only living during the breaks.  That's not how I want it to be!!  But it feels like it, when work is just being dumped into your lap as you helplessly flail your arms.  AHHHHH I wanna live between the breaks, tooooooooo!!

I try.  I really do.  (to "live" between the breaks)