Darn Honors Option projects!!!!!!!! Each one of them have been such a pain in the butt. I mean, how much does graduating with Honors mean anyway? They have been responsible for all of my college all-nighters, shortened winter breaks, late start of summers, general intense stress, etc., and this semester is no different. This time, I am about to go to school to wrestle with computer programs I have never laid my eyes upon until the wee hours of the morning. But the most frustrating thing is that this semester, it has been cutting into time I could be using for grad school applications. I am over classes!!! I need to apply to schools!!! Darn Honors projects!!!
Okay, granted, I usually feel very grateful for these projects. They are how I got close with all of my best faculty mentors. And how I got really interested in geology. And how I learned the most interesting things.
But still!!!
Fine, it's actually all because of my poor prioritization this semester. I have no one to blame but myself. It's the last full week of classes this semester -- I'll sleep when I'm dead. Or when finals are over. All with the faith that everything will be worth it in the end. That whatever's supposed to happen will happen. That I just need to focus.
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